Fall/Back

I think this song pretty much describes everything I'm feeling. Yup this is the same band that does the Hey Ya! cover.

Fall/Back by Obadiah Parker
And this lyric hits me the hardest...

Until we fall back onto the Great I Am
We’ll use up all we got, our love we will exhaust
Until we learn to trust in the God of Abraham
And give up what we got, all will be lost